im supposed to be sleeping next toyou right now but i did idiotic things. now im in a totally diff place in life than i was simply a week ago. it hurts. but its for the best. i fear for you over there. youre strong though. more than you know. youll fucking make it and i will too and as soon as we know it we’ll be brandishing keys to our new apartment with a kitty and a puppy and so much comfort and love that the world will just throw up.